Reflection
Question:
I noticed that my mind has been somewhat scattered lately.
Among the many thoughts arising, one particular fear stands out—it is related to the Bodhisattva precepts.
In my daily practice, I cultivate loving-kindness meditation. However, the vow of the Bodhisattva precepts says that one should be willing to take on suffering for others. The sudden realization of my own smallness and limitations was quite shocking.
It is something I need to digest slowly—very slowly.
Banji’s Reply:
It seems that the more sincerely someone practices the Dharma, the more exhausted they become. 🥱
The gap between theory and reality is very wide.
But noticing this gap is often the moment when one truly wakes up to the Dharma.
Congratulations. 🎉
May all diligent practitioners also have the capacity for self-reflection.
In Buddhist teaching, reaching the first stage of realization means breaking three wrong views---belief in a fixed self, blind attachment to rules or rituals, and doubt about the principle of Causes, Conditions, and Karmic Results.
In modern times, attachment to precepts may mean blindly following vows or rules that we do not really understand, or keeping the wrong kinds of rules.
If that happens, we should let them go.
Spiritual practice requires both wisdom and courage.
When deciding what to keep and what to give up, one must be decisive.
If you share the results of your practice with others,
they are still your results.
Your generosity does not transform them into someone else’s karmic results.
If you can refuse repayment from those you help,
that is indeed the behavior of a great Bodhisattva.
But even so, it does not change the truth of the principle of Causes, Conditions, and Karmic Results.
The greatest kind of giving would be to physically take on another person’s suffering and replace it with your own body.
I believe no one can truly do this.
If it cannot actually be done,
why do people continually promoting it?
As the old saying goes, “Instead of giving someone a fish, it is better to give them a fishing rod.”
Master Banji